Calmness

The sunlight’s too bright, My mood’s a bit trashy, my nail’s chipped, eyeliner’s flowing, remembering the comforting light. Tomorrow I’ll be perfect, Blushing under the Blooming spring. Blue nail paint, And glitter on my eyelid, Trying to forget, The helpless nights. The viscous cycle, Following my shadows, From breakfast muffins, To goodnight kisses, Keeping up...

It’s all that I can manage.

I feel the end, Lingering around, Sneaking around, Waiting patiently, For me to crumble.   But all I do is smile, It’s all that I can manage, With the messy roads, And messy destinations. I walk silently Into the abyss.   Days crawl along, Accompanying the loneliness, Accompanying the madness, Until the land ends And...

Too late

They say I’m too little, For a change that I desire, Too shy for a rebel.   Too late I say, Already swimming, In a pool of fire. Burning in rage.   They say I’ve changed, Drifting from sanity, Stumbling already.   Too late I say, Already a queen, Among the blind, Hearing the saga...

Mental Health.

It’s a sad reality That someone’s pain Reminded people Of the word Mental Health.   It’s unfortunate that A death made the headlines, millions of stories on Instagram. While the cries are hushed, And the stories unheard.   It’s disappointing, That the DMs That are open now, Remained shut for ages.   It’s painful, To...

Feel no more

The sad song On the radio, Won’t make me sob.   The dim lights, Shadows on the ground, Can’t scare me no more.   The storm outside, The coldness inside, Won’t make me shiver in pain.   The noise of Silence Won’t bother me anymore.   For I’ll be calm, Staring at the walls, Consumed...

Alive.

I’ve brooded to long, Frowning every second. My face’s Starting to ache.   The blood in my vein, Waiting for a chill, Freedom From the dried tears.   So I open A bottle of champagne, A cake decked up, Red dressing dripping.   The bump in my head, From last month’s fall, The scar on...

Stitches

I thought I could roar, When the odds are against me, Thought I could be the fire, Warming up in cold.   Never realized, I’ll lose my vision On a foggy morning.   Thought I was a queen. summoning my troubles out. Thought I was brave enough, To withstand the storm every night.   Never...

Saga of Sadness

Let me out, let me say what I want, The truth of The saga of sadness, Spreading universally.   Let the emotions Play in the breezy farms, Crashing and learning, Fixing and breaking, For the walls Are getting colder Each day.   The silence’s getting Louder, Blues getting Painted all over. The words getting Lost...

Fake Promises

The memories we shared, The outbreaks We bared, Tumbled down. As sudden as my tear, Making me frown.   The water Was under the bridge, The batter, cooked and forgotten, until the leftovers, was all I had, shredded and rotten.   Your voice, An unexpected surprise, The eyes, Leaving me no choice, To feel what...

She’s A Maze

She’s up all night, Scribbling letters, Sipping coffee, Wrapped up warm.   Always late, Entering class, with a pretty smile. And sunken eyes.   She’s always clumsy, Tripping here and there, Music blazing in her ears, She’s a song, Gentle yet strong.   Always sitting next to me, lost in her own world, playing with...